Markee’s Turning Point

I just spent the happiest 6 months and 17 days of my life. For the past 6 months, I did nothing but laugh, smile… God had given me the best gift a guy could ever have. and I could never ask for more.. We celebrated Christmas together, we waited for 2010 together, we spent her birthday together and I bought her a nintendo DS which she really really loved as a birthday present, we experienced Valentine’s day together.. we went out to eat at the mall together, shared our laughs and man, did we laugh a lot! Although we did have a few fights ( I wouldn’t even call them “fights” ) but I tell ‘ya.. it wouldn’t last 3 minutes, no kidding.. I remember every sunday, when I go home from work.. I bring her a CokeFloat from McDonald’s if not CokeFloat, it’s Pancakes with hot choco.. she really loves them.. hahaha and I remember when there’s something bothering me back at work, whenever I come back home and I see her smiling face saying “Hasu.. how’s work?” all those things that were bothering me seem to disappear.. and back in March, she experienced “Encounter” which made me love her more.. We had so much fun.. up until today.. exactly 5:52am, we stepped out of the house, and went to Bangkal, a 20-minute ride from home, we arrived at her aunt’s house around 6:30am, then we ate our breakfast… we left her aunt’s house at around 7:30am, we went to the bus terminal.. her dad paid for their fare, and at around 9:20am we were outside the bus, everything’s all set.. I was about to cry, but I did my best to hold back my tears.. then the bus driver started to close the doors for the passenger’s luggage.. she then said “Take care ka sa work ha.. goodbye” although I hate goodbyes, I said it so myself.. I was about to lose it, so I stepped out of the terminal, I waited for the bus she was on outside, and then I saw her looking at me through the window.. I smiled, trying to hide the sadness.. knowing that I’ll miss her soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much… when I can no longer see the bus, I called a taxi went in the back seat.. and when I looked on my left, I can still picture her, staring at me, smiling…. and again, I almost cried.. and now. I’m back home.. It’s really… really… quiet… I’m just not used to it… when I look back, I don’t see her sleeping or playing with her Nintendo DS.. and when I laid down myself to sleep.. then I looked at the computer, she’s not there playing, reading manga or listening to music.. she’s not here to kiss me goodnight… she’s not here to give me a hug before I sleep.. I’m really not used to it… when I look over my shoulder.. she’s not there…. she’s not there…………………………. God, thank you.. for letting me experience.. the happiest 6 months and 17 days of my life I know there will be a lot more in the near future… I really am grateful… and to my Waifu…. to my Waifu… Chariz Allison D. Walag… I miss you so much, and it’s just been 2 hours since you left… I’m sorry I lied about “not crying”.. I just don’t want you to worry too much about it.. Waifu, thank you, too.. for letting me experience the happiest 6 months and 17 days of my life.. I mean.. our life.. by the way, happy monthsary.. I love you Chariz Allison D. Walag. God, thank you for my Waifu… I could not ask for more.