Markee's Turning Point

The lighter side of life.

markeeness — Thu, 13 May 2010 02:40:22 +0000

As I was listening to my Waifu’s newest favorite piano artist, Yiruma, I realized how small things can be big if you look at it at a different perspective. As I listen to Yiruma’s soothing piano performance, I said to myself : ” God, You truly are marvelous.. “. Even though, we people have different day-to-day lives, different jobs, different problems.. we all live under the same blue sky.. Although our lives may be different, we all feel the same wind, breathe the same air.. and probably, the same problem, although not everybody has the same problem.. I guess what I’m trying to say is.. whatever problem you might be facing, and how small the solution you think might be.. look at them at another angle.. you might find your problem small.. and there could be a lot of solutions for it! I’ve tried it, it works! No matter how the going gets tough… my God is bigger. So as for me, whenever I have problems, whatever problems, I rely on God.. you could do the same.

Here is one of Yurima’s piece by the way. Enjoy.. God bless.

The Gift.

markeeness — Tue, 27 Apr 2010 03:45:16 +0000

I just spent the happiest 6 months and 17 days of my life. For the past 6 months, I did nothing but laugh, smile… God had given me the best gift a guy could ever have. and I could never ask for more.. We celebrated Christmas together, we waited for 2010 together, we spent her birthday together and I bought her a nintendo DS which she really really loved as a birthday present, we experienced Valentine’s day together.. we went out to eat at the mall together, shared our laughs and man, did we laugh a lot! Although we did have a few fights ( I wouldn’t even call them “fights” ) but I tell ‘ya.. it wouldn’t last 3 minutes, no kidding.. I remember every sunday, when I go home from work.. I bring her a CokeFloat from McDonald’s if not CokeFloat, it’s Pancakes with hot choco.. she really loves them.. hahaha and I remember when there’s something bothering me back at work, whenever I come back home and I see her smiling face saying “Hasu.. how’s work?” all those things that were bothering me seem to disappear.. and back in March, she experienced “Encounter” which made me love her more.. We had so much fun.. up until today.. exactly 5:52am, we stepped out of the house, and went to Bangkal, a 20-minute ride from home, we arrived at her aunt’s house around 6:30am, then we ate our breakfast… we left her aunt’s house at around 7:30am, we went to the bus terminal.. her dad paid for their fare, and at around 9:20am we were outside the bus, everything’s all set.. I was about to cry, but I did my best to hold back my tears.. then the bus driver started to close the doors for the passenger’s luggage.. she then said “Take care ka sa work ha.. goodbye” although I hate goodbyes, I said it so myself.. I was about to lose it, so I stepped out of the terminal, I waited for the bus she was on outside, and then I saw her looking at me through the window.. I smiled, trying to hide the sadness.. knowing that I’ll miss her soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much… when I can no longer see the bus, I called a taxi went in the back seat.. and when I looked on my left, I can still picture her, staring at me, smiling…. and again, I almost cried.. and now. I’m back home.. It’s really… really… quiet… I’m just not used to it… when I look back, I don’t see her sleeping or playing with her Nintendo DS.. and when I laid down myself to sleep.. then I looked at the computer, she’s not there playing, reading manga or listening to music.. she’s not here to kiss me goodnight… she’s not here to give me a hug before I sleep.. I’m really not used to it… when I look over my shoulder.. she’s not there…. she’s not there…………………………. God, thank you.. for letting me experience.. the happiest 6 months and 17 days of my life I know there will be a lot more in the near future… I really am grateful… and to my Waifu…. to my Waifu… Chariz Allison D. Walag… I miss you so much, and it’s just been 2 hours since you left… I’m sorry I lied about “not crying”.. I just don’t want you to worry too much about it.. Waifu, thank you, too.. for letting me experience the happiest 6 months and 17 days of my life.. I mean.. our life.. by the way, happy monthsary.. I love you Chariz Allison D. Walag. God, thank you for my Waifu… I could not ask for more.

- Hasu.

Waifu x Hasu

fOr me waifU

markeeness — Sun, 09 Aug 2009 03:50:15 +0000

It’s been a while since we’ve ( me and my other half ) decided to update our blogs, But heck.. I love to express my feelings here.. hmm.. how should I start.. well.. I’ve already told you my story, how and where we’ve met, it was like a fairytale for me, we’ve met, became lovers in our virtual world, and now we’re getting married in the real world!! WOOOHOOOO !! XD

Waifu and Hasu's wedding

I really am thankful, very thankful to our God for bringing us together.. I really love my other half, Chariz Allison D. Walag.. although we’re still being tested.. ’cause we’re 321 Kilometers away from each other but I know God will never leave us, He’s the source of our strength, and our faith.. I’m confident that the time will come that me and my other half will be together, We’ve been through a lotta stuff! we ate together ( using one spoon.. awww ain’t that sweet? ) laughed together in our corniest jokes, slept together ( even though I snore, she still can sleep XD ) even though we’re sleeping, we still hug each other.. we do fall asleep hugging each other.. and I really missed those days.. I don’t wanna let satan get in our way and break us up ’cause we know everything is just a test.. God is just testing us.. wants us to realize that we love each other so much.. He’s testing us so that in our near future we’re standing firm on God’s word, God will be the center of our relationship, and when we get married.. God will bless us, we’re gonna have kids! ( what we always wanted XD ) and have a simple home, as long as we’re together.

I’ve decided to marry my other half ( Chariz Allison D. Walag ) because I know she’s God sent.. I’ve prayed for a girl who’ll accept me for me, and besides.. she does have everything I ever wanted.. I love her sooooo much that I wanna grow old with her.. and I know with God’s grace we can accomplish ANYTHING!!

and to my Waifu, I know you’ll read this..

I love you so much.. you’re the only girl who accepted me , who loved me for me..

word can’t really express how much I feel for you..

and I can’t wait… for the time.. when we exchange our “I do’s”

again, Waifu,, with all these tests.. I know we’ll overcome ‘em.. God will help us..

Waifu thank you so much for loving me…

-Hasu

Storm

markeeness — Thu, 18 Jun 2009 06:26:57 +0000

How long have I been in this storm? So overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form, the water’s getting harder to tread, with these waves crashing over my head. If I could just see you, everything will be alright. If I’d see you, the storminess would turn to light. And I will walk on waters, and you will catch me if I fall and I will get lost into your eyes, and everything will be alright.

I kept on telling myself not to worry too much, cause time will come we’ll be together.. forever.. but for some reason.. I really can’t do it, I miss her.. I miss her so much that I’d cry myself to sleep.. I don’t know what to do…

If I could just see you.. everything will be alright.

Aozora ( Blue Sky )

markeeness — Fri, 08 May 2009 07:57:51 +0000

: You see blue, She sees life.

That sea went on forever, into the blue distance
That road went on forever, continuing straight ahead

The person who sincerely laughs first wins
The person I love most is laughing

Even if I were farther away than anyone else, would you still smile for me from here?
When I close my eyes, suddenly I can smell the scent of a summer day

Playing in that river, just the two of us, we were covered in mud
I’m chasing that cloud… if I reach it, I’ll be happy

The one who runs up this hill fastest wins
Aiming for that place we like best

I have so many memories that I almost don’t need anything else
When I close my eyes, soon I can smell the scent of that sea

Summer comes again, shining silver
Our shadows reflected on the surface of the water

Even if I were farther away than anyone else, would you still smile for me from here?
When I close my eyes, suddenly I can see that day’s blue sky .

Believe

markeeness — Fri, 01 May 2009 01:38:13 +0000

Believing.. For me, is very powerful. You can’t do anything without believing. Some people doesn’t really know what “believing” means. But for me, believing is one thing I can’t live without. I’ve been through life’s ups and downs, but I believed that I can make it through, not by myself but with the help of the one and only God. One of the happiest day of my life is when I came across with a girl 5 years ago.. whom I met in a virtual world.. a world where only few people know of. A world where people all around the world can meet.. a world where my love story began. One day, in our virtual world, I saw a girl.. sitting in the corner, watching people kill each other.. I went in and said “Hi” , she replied.. I met her, a girl named Angel in game.. which I never thought to be my “kababayan”, and I guess it can’t be helped, we fell in love… the sad thing is, even though we’re “kababayan” she’s 8 hours away from me.. and the only way for us to talk is thru Friendster.. for 11 months, we’ve endured that.. without seeing each other, without hearing each other’s voices.. it’s tough.. and then it came, we broke up.. I never knew what’s the real reason about us breaking up.. but I respect her decision, we broke up.. And then I began to rebel… not sure why, but I felt that there’s no one else in this world that can love me or WILL love me for that matter.. I went all-out… got into trouble a lotta times.. argued a lot with my parents.. then a year has passed, I finally moved on.. and decided to straighten my life.. I became closer to God, dedicated my life to serve God. said my sorries.. and learned to forgive and forget.. and just decided to “look” for another girl, but the feeling still remains.. I really can’t tell myself why.. I’ve met some girls that could make me happy, but still, I’m looking, longing for that someone.. that’s the someone I fell in love with in our “Virtual world” .. Still, I wait… every now and then, when she’s online, I kept on reading her status message.. kept on sitting, waiting, wishing.. BELIEVING that someday, somehow.. she’ll notice me. After 2-3 years.. I saw her online.. on that boring day.. I PMed her.. said “Hi” .. Then it all began.. said what’s on my mind.. I never thought she’d listen.. and accept me.. again.. and now, we’re back.. together.. I never thought a girl like her, would love a guy like me.. Thank you, Waifu.. for everything. I love you.